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you should carefully consider a trip to your home country, even if this appears to be urgently necessary or not very dangerous at the moment. If the authorities learn of your trip home, a cancellation procedure is very likely to be initiated. The authority probably concludes from your trip home that the ban on deportation no longer exists. It is uncertain whether you will then retain your right of residence in Germany.
Your spouse may be entitled to a residence permit if the marriage already existed when you issued your residence permit and the duration of your stay in Germany is likely to be over a year.
I hope my answers were helpful and I would be very happy if you would contact me again with further questions. I'm a consultant with mbeon and I‘ll be glad to help you over a longer period of time. Mbeon is an online advice for migrants via the mbeon app, which you can install on your smartphone for free. Download it from App Store or Google Play Store. You can find me in the mbeon app and get confidential individual advice in a secure virtual space without other people reading our conversation. Further information: www.mbeon.de.
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