Dear @Dickson,
Welcome back to the Wefugees Community and thank you for reaching out to us.
Unfortunately, we can not provide private counselling and we only discuss questions on this public platform. Please contact a refugee counselling office. You may find an office close-by using this search engine.
I hope it works out and don't hesitate to get back to us with any further (more general) question which can be discussed here.
All the best,
Meike