Dear @Sukomo,
Welcome to the Wefugees Community and thank you for reaching out to us.
First of all, I am sorry to hear about your struggles and I hope you can find a good solution.
I tried to give a comprehensive answer on a very similar question here. Maybe there are some useful information for you as well.
However, I would really like to recommend you to get some individual consulting and support in a counselling office. You may search for a migration counselling office (Migrationsberatung für Erwachsene) in your area here (search engine) or you search/google social counselling "Sozialberatung" in Münster. The GGUA counselling office in Münster is well known, for instance!
I will also link two of my colleagues: Dear @mbeon-Christine and @mbeon-fardeen, can you add some infomation or advice? Many thanks in advance!
In any case, please also don't hesitate to get back to us with any further questions.
All the best,
Meike