Welcome back to the Wefugees Community and thank you for reaching out to us.
I am very sorry to hear about your struggles and difficulties. I am not familiar with your individual situation, but in this context I would like to point towards the plans of the current government (formulated in their coalition contract) which are supposed to be drafted as laws and implemented in the (rather near) future. We discussed them in a a very similar question here a few days ago.
I understand that you are losing patience and hope after all these years of trying hard. Nevertheless, I would like to encourage you now to be patient for a few months more and to get some individual counseling on your case. Maybe the so-called “Chancen-Aufenthaltsrecht” can present a perspective for you as well!
However, also don’t hesitate to get back to us with any further questions.
All the best,