Welcome to the Wefugees Community and thank you for reaching out to us.
I am sorry to hear that you find yourself in such a difficult situation. In general, there is an option to re-apply for asylum in Germany. For information on the so-called "Folgeantrag", please see maybe this thread. However, the obstacles are quite high and I definetely want to recommend you to get some individual consulting in a migration counselling office, for example. The social workers offer free and confidential services and you don't need to be scared that they will report you to the authorities.
I will also link our expert dear @alla_fka here. Maybe she can add some information or share ideas.
Please don't hesitate to get back to us with any futher questions or if you need support in finding a respective office close to your current place of stay.
All the best,
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