Hello dear, to my understanding, you want to go back to your country for a funeral but what I can tell you is, it's not safe because in no account you should go back to your country while in asylum process or with the blue passport because if you do so, that will show that you have no fear of persecution in your country. You can be able to go back to your country of origin but you can't come back to Germany or in any country your asylum process taking place. Thanks and I hope I have answered your question