Welcome to the Wefugees Community and sorry for the rather late reply.
First of all, I am more than sorry to hear as well that you are desperate and you find yourself in a difficult situation. But I am afraid that other community members also did not reach out to you yet as we may need some more details on your current conditions in order to be able to give further information in turn. Are you already in Germany or where are you? Unfortunately, Germany is not accepting asylum applications from abroad (in an embassy for instance) - instead you need to be on German territory to apply for international protection. Looking forward to your explanations and I wish you all the best and strength to keep going!