I am from Turkey, after the earthquake and the final election in 2023, seeing how people were violently celebrating, and several attacks I have survived in the final 2 years made it too stressful to handle, there is of course details to my reasonings- so I immigrated to Sweden judging as a humanitarian country but I am deeply disappointed in 2 years I've spent here. I got assaulted twice by 2 different people one of them was a police officer, both of the cases did not get to court under rape crime. Once there was concrete proof. For the police officer the police decided that my claims were innaccurate and the investigation stopped. When my first asylum application was rejected- i appealed by adding new grounds like my sexual identity. It was rejected again, i appealed again with more documents regarding my mental health. I don't feel safe in sweden anymore to begin with, i want to immigrate and study in Germany. The years i've been here took away from my life, i tried everything to work but it's impossible to get a tax number. Studies are too expensive. In germany i am eligible to study on case by case decision. I acknowledge the dublin rules. But I cannot go back to Turkey or Sweden. Help me please.