gladly there has already been a lot of support here! I hope it could already help you! I think you should definitely follow the given advice and look for lawyers or specialists, that can help you personally with your situation. Thats why it might also be a good idea to check out this useful list of organisations in the UK. http://w2eu.info/uk.en/articles/uk-contacts.en.html
On this site you will also find detailed information about the asylum process in several european countries, to get an overview of how the situation in these countries looks like and which country might be a good choice.
I wish you all the best and never give up hope!
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