Unfortunately i dont believe i deserve to live i had faced many horrible things, kidnaps situations , so much beating and threatening till now that i cant bear it. the last date i may live for is at 2017 summer or u can say mid 2017 i guess since this family almost know about im atheist and they dont pay my school anymore and kept beating me they had threat me so many times that will sell me to someone whether in jordan or saudi arabia i put that date incase they sold me in jordan.
im male and still would trade me as slave for money just bcz of being atheist im tired of everything if u have anyway to help do and dont watch me suciding before im rapped.
i have tried contacting the german embassy in call they ignore it always wasted like 15euros for international call without even answering on the consulate side.
made someone i know to go to the embassy and they kciked him bcz hes not 18
well i dont think ill escape this no one would help me getting any visa to pass jordan border
incase i sucided. let my voice reach everyone and share this post if u have some feelings on those non islam believers in middle east.
Take care and thank u for reading.